I will not be to put to flight by fear

I am sort of "preparing to get my feet wet and wait until all that God wants to accomplish is complete" (Joshua 3:1 - 4:24) A Levitical priest hmmm only barely sort of, but I am certainly a worshipper, designed and created to carry the burden of God's glory. 

I am preparing to do a new thing ...but I am trembling, heart racing, and can't seem to catch my breath ... yes preparing ... nervous but courageous (keeping going in the face of what is making me feel afraid), for my hope is in the Miracle Working God... 

head up, eyes forward, one step forward then another ... 

I can say with confidence, the Lord is my helper, I will not be to put to flight by fear (Heb 13:6)

[VERB TENSE: future / passive deponent (it depends on God) / indicative (fact)] 

*** I am okay, TRULY! just a bit nervous about something I am committed to BUT GOD is on my side. God is my helper. The Lord is my strength and my defense and my song (Psa 118)