stumbling forward

The lesson to trust God only, and not care what any other person thinks, is a tough one. This lesson to be fully learned, requires testing. I say, "ouch! and yes Lord". I am also glad that God lets us retake the course until we get it right. God is so GOOD!!! \o/ His love for us ... wow ... who could even begin to measure!!!

when I am feeling weak and weary there is only one thing to do, JUST WORSHIP, just pour back to God part of the endless list of His goodness in Him and about Him, I have confidence in nothing else but Him.

All of this is probably too much too honest too public too raw ...
and yet here it is

this morning I find my confidence shaken in everything except Him
i'm thinking this shaking was by Him and because of His great Love for me (Hebrews 12:27b)

*face to the floor*
*yet eyes on the cross*

I press on the only way I know how ...
worship, praise, and just go and do the tasks He has set before me
...
I mean really what else can I do, His love compels me forward

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I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me.